Notebook

I was living a comfy-but-unfulfilling life in 2015 when I met my first thru-hikers, my heralds, my calls to action. They said it was "never too late," and even though I didn't think I was too close to death's door, I saw they had a point. So nine months later I quit my job, put my furniture in my parents' basement, and started my NOBO thru-hike, which, when a stress fracture grounded me 675 miles later, turned into a LASH. But the trail taught me what I needed to know about myself, which is that although I will never like lashing rainstorms on mountainsides, I can survive them. This fact gave me the courage to start a freelance life, one that is breathtakingly more authentic than the one I had before. If you're on the fence, leap. If you want to read more of my writing, check out www.mathinacalliope.com Hugs, Notebook. Twitter: @mathinacalliope IG: mathinacalliope

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The Easiest Terrain, the Least Miles, the Best Weather (in Which Inti Visits Me on the AT)

The Easiest Terrain, the Least Miles, the Best Weather (in Which Inti Visits Me on the AT)

Even though it was a nero--just 8 miles and change--the walk down to VA 630 felt excruciatingly long since I was so eager to get there and see Inti.

Jun 20, 2016 : Notebook
More Questions Than Answers These Days

More Questions Than Answers These Days

As Bill Bryson puts it in A Walk in the Woods, one of the central features of hiking the AT is deprivation. Bryson was 44 when he hiked the AT. He

Jun 7, 2016 : Notebook
Make the Whole Trip That Way

Make the Whole Trip That Way

I'm sitting next to the Nolichucky River near Erwin, TN, approximately 340 miles and exactly 44 days from my start at Springer Mountain. Bird chirps

May 27, 2016 : Notebook
Many Struggle, Such Doubt

Many Struggle, Such Doubt

This is far, far harder than I expected. Everything about my life is different now from how it was five weeks ago. And none of those differences are

May 19, 2016 : Notebook
Smokies Secrets: Revealed!

Smokies Secrets: Revealed!

Some life experiences contain in them so much superlative that it’s hard to convey to others what they were like. We resort to hyperbole, or we

May 15, 2016 : Notebook
That Promised Upbeat Post

That Promised Upbeat Post

I realized a few days ago that my blog posts have all included crying. While they're all true, and I've gotten feedback from people who appreciate

May 6, 2016 : Notebook
Rainxiety

Rainxiety

For someone with an anxious personality, there's a lot to worry about out here on the AT. For me, one of the principal concerns has been rain. I

May 2, 2016 : Notebook
Tough Times

Tough Times

Before I started this hike, I knew there would be tough times. I knew I'd be "finding my edges" and "stretching" and "going outside my comfort zone."

Apr 26, 2016 : Notebook
Solitude, Loneliness, Privacy, Camaraderie

Solitude, Loneliness, Privacy, Camaraderie

There’s this tension between being together and being alone. On the loneliness side of things, there’s the fact I’m out here by myself--meaning

Apr 22, 2016 : Notebook
The Days Rock; the Nights … Not

The Days Rock; the Nights … Not

Day 1: Springer to Hawk Mtn (8+1 miles) We rode up the tooth-rattling, 9-mile dirt-and-gravel road to the AT parking lot. The morning had already

Apr 17, 2016 : Notebook