The Badass in a Skirt
4 Days to Go
Yesterday, at the end of a long day of PCT prep, I was standing in my kitchen looking at the spread of resupply food on the table, and I thought, what is this? In that moment, I couldnt even comprehend what I was looking at. It seemed unreal that I was standing there carefully partitioning this crazy amount of food into daily servings and weekly boxes; that there was a pile of carefully honed gear collected around me; that I was voicing the last of my requirements which my husband was eager to run out and get. And I thought, I dont deserve this.
3 Days to Go
Today, I woke up thinking about the fact that I have only three more nights in my RV, and I thought about the clothes that Id be putting on in four days. I wondered, who is this person that will be wearing that new hiking skirt? I dont wear skirts! Who is this person that is going to attempt to carry her life with her for five and a half months? It cant be me. How can this be me? I followed so many other journeys and was inspired by so many people, and yet I cant admit that I might be one of these people. Who am I? Why do people say theyre so excited for me, that Im a badass, and that its an amazing thing Im doing. I hear the words, and yet I cant connect them to me. I am separate. I am an imposter trying to be something that Im not. Or am I? Could this badass in a skirt really be me?
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Thanks. I am sure will be following vicariously this year. Will you be posting a blog or only here? Regardless, thanks and Trek On. Also liked the you said you were a <>
Leo
Hi Leo, I’ll be blogging here for the duration. I’m also on Instagram. Thank you for following!
Annette
“Who am I? Why do people say theyre so excited for me, that Im a badass, and that its an amazing thing Im doing. I hear the words, and yet I cant connect them to me. I am separate. I am an imposter trying to be something that Im not. Or am I? Could this badass in a skirt really be me?”
I connect to this so hard. I keep getting encouragement and praise from others and I almost want to tell them to stop!! That’s not me! I’M ME! Also, I’m wearing a skirt as well when I almost NEVER wear skirts!
Hope to see you on the trail. I start April 29th <3
Hi Kerstin,
Let’s be the bad-asses in skirts! I’m only in Julian, so I probably will see you out here. I’m the one in the wave hat. Good luck on the 29th!